i am a totally failure.. a loser~
is my fault..
everything is my fault..
i give up.
recently already nt in gd mood liao.. den during training, cann0t take it n cried.. hais.. long story.. at tat time, i actualli feel like walking away, n my tears keep on coming.. i was arrrghhh.. cann0t control at all.. i already bc0s of lion dance, keep take leave all tis.. and i am a veri weird person as0, c0s i angry, i will cry de.. i think i veri long nv cried during lion dance liao l0r.. dun treat mi as replacement n0r.. next sat, i mayb nt coming le..
sianx.. tml w0rking liao.. four day nv w0rk le leix... sunday, monday n tuesday w0rking.. tiring..
life is getting tougher f0r mi again n again..
i getting tiring veri tiring..
when we are together, we are so happy..
when u are nt beside mi, i felt so insecure.
it seem like u might be leaving mi..
3yrs going 4 months liao le..
i dun wish to c history happen again...
i feel like giving up..
but i dun wish to..
u r the only one for mi..
i only wan u!
( u nv c blog de, wat ever i wrote here, u dunno any.. )
can anyone turn mi back to the CHAI YAN, who always laugh, play ard..
hihi!!!!
anyb0dy here?
hello???
lolx.. i am bored.. dear didnt have alot of time to spend with mi.. somem0re his comp is coming liao.. i was thinking if Polo is still here with mi, it will be great.. i was waiting f0r my special dog to appear.. hopefully is getting near soon.. n Polo Death Anniversary is coming soon.. ard August.. he passed away going 1 yr le.. sad uh..
today went training, my nice bro came n fetch mi to CC.. loves!!! den train 24 drum all tis.. den we train our dragon too.. i am so happy n0r.. it been so long le.. HAPPI!!! last thursday 10th july, went to IMM with my mum.. den with dear, hong wei, jason n edwin g0 Hougang there help weiwei.. cab fare ex siak.. $26 from jurong to hougang.. plus traffic jam n raining.. so unlucky..
recently haf a quarrel with dear.. h0pefully everything will back to n0rmal.. sometimes i d0 xian mu those couple or mayb th0se married couples.. as i w0rking, i saw alot of pregnant w0man or th0se with kids.. i felt they are s0 xin fu.. to have kids with the one they loved.. is like a connection between them.. when will i haf my own kid? it will take times.. i still young ba...
sorry the photo veri blur.. cos the distance veri far, zoom in plus in motion, veri difficult to take.. so sorry... but the photo in cc is nice.. u all did a gd job 8.55.. tml u all going there, mux let mi know the result.. btw yanbing, the shoelace u take n use.. anyway our troupe wont use it.. treat it as gift from mi n0r.. we all shall going out n have fun soon.. loves!!! i haf to work tml.. so haf to rest le.. nitexxx...
below will be the 5 megapixel camera cost $380
i like the camera pouch.. nicely fit with the camera..
hi everyone!!! it been some times nv update le.. jasmine just came back today morning.. veri long nv c her le n0r.. like long lost frenx siak.. hehex.. u mux take care urself huh!